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All fics would be f-lock starting tomorrow (7th Sept. 2009). Comments on the FICS to be added.

Don't worry, you don't have to add me actually nor I you. Because everytime I write a new chapter, I will unlock every chap. from the first until the latest for about a week (or maybe even longer as I'm v. forgetful :p)*.. so you guys could read the whole fic all over again if you wish to do so ^__^. And if you still want me to add you, just comment on any of those new/old chapter and I'll add you automatically.

*: this goes for all fics except Checkmate (yes, I've decided to continue it - hey, if you guys don't mind.. I won't mind either *shrugged*). Checkmate would be f-lock always and I won't announce the update on ANY community. If you want to announce it for me, feel free to do that.

p/s: Try to at least not to have a totally empty journal.. I mean, even though you might just set up an account to read fics.. wouldn't it be nice to exchange interesting real life stories sometimes?? ^__^.. This is not a compulsory thing, I just thought it'll be nicer if we could be friends that's comfortable in sharing stuffs/problems instead of just connecting through fics only. Just for these three days(6th sept - 8th Sept) I'll make an exception and would add anyone regardless. But after that I'll be a wee bit stricter in adding anyone.

pp/s: c/c are <3 for any fics writer, arasso? :).


Candy kisses;
CriZz

I'm gonna kill myself..

Bye.

I want to make a JaeHo fic out of this song.. But I think it'll be a bittersweet one TT-TT.





Even though my love for you
May fade away
I wanna give you more than words ever say
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we’re apart
Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true till the end of time
‘Cause I believe you’ll never forget and I won’t forget
The song in my heart

.... See what I mean??

Though today is Monday a.k.a the worse day of the week, I actually had a pretty good time at work. Laughter and relaxation all around lifted my mood that I just cant wait to get home and finish my DBSK fic.. I was so excited and full of ideas.. heck, even as I was walking back home I was lost in the wonderful world of daydreaming - full with plots and fic bunnies to write at least 4 - 5 fics..

SO there I was, switched on my laptop happily and all prepared to get down and actually type out all these wonderful ideas just waiting to burst from inside of me..
However, before I start.. as usual, I went and checked the news about the boys in YunJae Everlasting forum.

BIG MISTAKE.

Omo??!! what's this?? Just when I thought that everything would be alright for them, I got the news that stupid shit fucking assholes at SME brew new trouble for the boys! I swear to God that for a moment there, I had a heart attack.. Of course, I kept on digging and went to numerous site e.g: DBSG comm. and again..

BIG MISTAKE.

Yah!! What's this??!!! There was an article that said Yunho and Changmin support SME??!!! what the fuck??!!!! like seriously??!! what the FUCK???!!!!!!!!!!! If before I thought I had a heat attack, this time I'm pretty sure my heart stopped completely TT-TT.. And Yunho's dad said he disapprove of the other three members for bringing the troubles to the group.. I'm sorry.. but Fuck You, Mr Jung! I know that Yunho respects and loves you but honestly, Were you even thinking about your son's well-being at all?? or are you blinded by the money as well? Were you the one that has to work non-stop until you actually collapsed in exhaustion?! Were you the one that has been losing sleep until all the make-up in the world cant concealed your eyebags anymore?! Were you the one that has to fly back and forth from numerous countries that the airport almost become your second home?! Were you the one that are forced to see all your hard-earned money went to someone else just because when the contract were made, you were too young to really understand and too desperate for just a chance to make your dreams come true?!!

Dont get me wrong, I'm not mad at all at Changmin and Yunho.. I'm certain that they were forced by their parents or SME to make statement like that. While I'm not angry, I am however incredibly sad for them.. for all of them.. It's not fair.. it's just not fair.. And I'm not saying this because I'm a fan. I would like to think myself as a just person. It doesn't matter how much you like someone, fair's fair. If they're at wrong, fine. I can accept that, however painful it may be.. but, I'm sorry.. No matter how I tried to look at this in different perspective/angles, it's pretty obvious that the company is at fault here.

I always believe good things happen to good people.. That everyone will get their just rewards. However, this had shake my belief and now I'm incredibly sad.. I desperately want everything to be alright for the boys.. NOT because I'm a fan.. but because I need to believe that there is still hope in the justice system.

And honestly? those five boys are just too precious to be ruin by something so stupid as this. Talents like them dont come along everyday.. and when they're together, angels just sing.. I have always like music.. but I have to admit that when I heard them the first time, that was when I start to fell in love. And every single time I heard them sing, I feel like my heart overwhelm and every single time they managed to take my breath away. I dont even understand Korean and Japanese.. but whenever I heard them, I can feel the words, the melody, the emotion.. Tell me, how many singers that we can honestly truly say that about them??

DBSK HWAITING!!!!


Xx;
CriZz

hi...

I'm just gonna come and 'say' it straight out:

With all due respect, please please PLEASE stop sending me pm (private message) demanding for me to add you. Unless if it's something important (e.g: we need to exchange real name/add or any other private information), do try to refrain yourself from sending me any pm... especially if you turned off your OWN pm setting making it impossible for me to reply back. Gah! that seriously pisses me off.. *flail around in annoyance*.

Secondly, I'm on HOLIDAY.. that means, while I might check on my lj sometimes.. there won't be any updating/adding friends etc.. even if there is, it'll be on my own time and terms. So any message with 'what's wrong with me?', 'Why haven't you add me?', 'Add me now!', 'Reply my pm!!' would just makes me go: "huh?? wtf?!"..

DON'T get me wrong.. I really really REALLY am honoured that you want add me and vice versa.. but honestly, did you even READ the post on FRIENDS ONLY?? <-- I put up THREE pretty banners there.. the least you could do is to appreciate them and READ the WHOLE POST TT-TT..
If you do, then you'll notice on WHY I havent and won't add certain people.

I'm not a mean person (just ask any other persons on my f-list <--don't betray me guys!! ^^) but this IS MY lj.. my account.. so wouldn't it makes sense that I have any say on who gets to see it and when to update or what to write??

Please don't think that I have anything against those I haven't added.. I didn't even know you personally so I only have your journal to give me at least certain insights on what kind of person you are.. or if we have similar interests etc..
I'll probably add almost all of you sooner or later (unless you pisses me off, then I'll just ignore/ban you) so just chill, arasso?

Still in holiday mood;
CriZz

p/s: to whoever's interested, I'm writing a SuChun currently and Checkmate chap 10 is coming too :p.

Tentative Title: Best of Both Worlds

Tentative Pairing: JaeHo or MinHo

Rating: PG-13

Warning: Angst??, Hemaphrodite!Yunho??, Unbeta! (be scared.. be ve~ry scared TT-TT), Yunho-centric

A/N:
-Right, so this is like a teaser of some sort??
- I have two storylines based on this teaser. One is AU!universe (I believe the MinHo pairing would be best for this) and another one is semiAU-Band!Universe (this probably suits JaeHo pairing best). For the semiAU-Band!Universe, I might cancel the idea of Hermaphrodite!Yunho altogether *shrugged*.. Like I said, depends on you guys opinion + how I think I want to go about with this.



( Clickie Click O' Human Child ~  )

TITLE: SKIN DEEP

Original: Allerleirauh

Author: Jacob and Wilhelm Grimm

Adaptation by: Me!!! ^^

Rating: PG-13

Pairing: MinHo

Warning: CRACK!!, Unbeta!!! <-- that alone should have you running for the hill TT-TT..

Summary: One of my favourite fairy tale of all time.. <-- yah! What kind of summary is that?? >.<..

A/N:
- This going to be a different writing style then my usual. As this was supposed to be a fairytale, I want to tell it as if we're reading from one of those old fairytale books.. I hope in some ways, I've succeeded -.-'''.


On with the fic!


( Clickie Click please ^^ )

woohhoooo...!! I won the Nokia N93i that i was dying to have in ebay!! *flail around excitedly* XXDDD..
I know that it wasn't the latest model but I really really want that particular phone.. and now.. it's gonna be mine!!!! muahahaha *grin maniacally*..
Jealous?? haha I bet you are!!! *am talking to empty air in front of her =.=''*

Right.. on to the more serious business, about Checkmate thingie.. please give me a couple of days to figure out what I'm going to do next. I already halfway planned to f-lock my fics anyway.. the question is whether I'm going to just f-lock Checkmate or am I going to private it altogether. Currently all the chapters are in private mode. So even if you're on my f-list, you won't be able to read it just yet.

I'm lazy. Plain and simple.. The idea of having to find 'Friends Only' banner and then f-locking everything just hurts my head (and I only has 96 journal entries!! TT-TT).. At first I thought of taking my own sweet time about it.. Even thinking that any new fics/chaps would remain open to public for at least a week before I f-lock it (coz I dont think it's fair to force anyone to add me just because they want to read the fics, right?).. But now I'm not so sure what to do. And I also have to f-lock my backup IJ account even though I didn't want to.

Fanfics are something that are meant to be shared with everyone who loves writing/reading IMHO.. What right do I have to force people to ask/request/beg to be added on my f-list and vice versa? But I guess if it has to be done.. *shrugged*

Anyone has any suggestion where I can find some nice 'Friends Only' banner?? ^__^

EDIT: to babyreaper, you send me a pm about this but I can't seem to give you a reply as you've set your message mode to privacy.. here's my reply if you saw this post:

"er.. yeah.. if you read two of my latest journal entries, you'll find out why I had just private locked everything..

For now, please go to: http://criztalinz.insanejournal.com/30080.html (for interlude II) and: http://criztalinz.insanejournal.com/30447.html (chapter 9).

I haven't start to lock my backup account yet.. so you can access all chapters there for now."

Right... so it has come to my attention HERE (kinda hard not to as she/he posted it to all three comm and since I received emails alert on all comments..so.. yeah.. -.-'') that someone thought I've committed a big sin in ripping off Ms Garwood's story.

Although I thought I specifically reminded you guys again and again that NONE of the credit should go to me.. at all.. and encourage all of you to go and actually buy/read her books + I also specifically mentioned (on every single chapter actually) that the story didn't belong to me and I'm merely tweaking around a LITTLE BIT to make it more 'slash-friendly' (e.g: inserting Tom/Mike), I could however see her/his point. Thing is, as I know that some/most of you have read the book before and yet no one ever said anything so I thought that you guys are alright with it.

Anyway, being the reasonable person I am (lol.. a little bit of self-praise never hurt anyone, right ;p), I've decided to take down.. well.. actually 'private'ing <-- is that even a word?? o.O.. all the chapters and discontinue the fic (I had half a mind to actually keep on writing but it would only be more of my personal pleasure).

Ah~ a pity too.. I'm so fond of J2 in this and am so looking forward to write more cute Tom/Mike scenes TT-TT.. I shall miss all of you guys *virtual group hug*....

I dunno... any thoughts on the matter?? I'm having a headache currently and I thought this is the best course of action at the moment.. Any other suggestions are more than welcomed..

Anyway, to those who friended me because of the fic, feel free to de-friend me TT-TT.. Thank you for all the nice words of support and lovely comments all this while. Thank you for sticking with me even after a mega-long hiatus.. I'm sorry if you guys have misunderstood in any way that I intended to rip off Ms. Garwood of her rightful credit/story/idea..etc.. Hope no one's angry at me..

Cheers;
CriZz